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我真的很不开心。妈妈为什么你要这样对我？

我又哭了，哭好累。

我真的很伤心。为什么你对我那么冷淡？

我做错了什么？对你来说我是可有可无的人还是你的阿四？

我帮忙做家务，是，那些简单的家务需要每天做的就不算得了是工作是劳力吗？

难到一定要是檫完整个家的地板，檫完整个家的窗口门户才叫家务？？？

你说我每天出去我可以cut down，但是我留在家你也有东西骂，说我整天在家做了什么，说了就说：“很伟大吗？这个家你也有份的！”。

你回到家家里没人也有得骂，家务做了你又有东西骂？！

我朋友说你是累了每有东西发泄，但？为什么要发泄在我身上？？

回答你说我顶你，不答你你就越讲越过分。

他们说我take it 太认真了。你是我妈，你以前不是这样的。你会有说有笑，是个很风趣幽默的妈妈。

你有什么要求或不满意你可以说出来嘛。我们是一家人但是为什么你要冷淡的眼神和我说话？

弟弟做的家务是家务我的就不是？

我承认我之前出得太过分但我有改过啊！

在家陪你，你看电视不说话。说话说我吵到你。

我和朋友和男朋友出去，说说废话喝个茶我可以有得笑。有时候不是我不想留在家但，在家我可以做什么？家务？

弟弟你鼓励他们出去说怕他们没有朋友像nerd nerd的样子。有道理吗？

他们出到凌晨才回到家又怎样？

我要20岁了，我和你在20岁的时代不一样当然我的生活方式也不一样。不可以拿我和你来比。

弟弟们你能体谅，那我呢？

连和男朋友光明正大有去约会都不大敢更你说。

你一直说你是个开明的妈妈，当你有心情的时候你是。当你没心情时我真的不懂你。自相矛盾（？）

妈，你今年生病做手术的样子我还记得还是那么的心痛。

但，现在的你是被宠坏了吗？

101st

today is 11.11.11 lol.. means no matter u wrote it in American style or British style u are both right for today xD

some one said it's single day but i don think so.. can't u see that's TWO 1 stick together?

:) however since it's my 101 post n it's gonna post about my baby's Birthday!!

pity him.. being wrap n need 99 signature to release him..

Now he's damn famous in the campus a d lah..

photo from Joshua xD why make up??!!!!!!!! ARGHH..

he so skinny! "too tight lah!" he complained..

at night i gave him a surprise although i don know is it surprise for him.. i ajak his friends together for dinner instate of both of us..

i think u all knew this place xD TGI FRIDAY! haha.. holding a chili souse bottle n act as a mic

blow the candle from this distance? r u serious?

Yeah~! but he did it :)

happy birthday! well.. someone just try to push this head down but failed even me tried to do so..

hahahahaaaa..

kaca! cheeeeeseeee* :)

wish u all the best in the future and studies.. muaxxx! :)

cya~

100th

:D the 100Th post since i stop using any title..
why? cause i can't think of any title every time.. lol..
ahh... last week was my 'blur' week.. so blur in everything..
at lease this week I'm more 'awake'.. oh ya..

kinda worry :S a bit bit..
hope everything goes on well n smooth that's wat i wish..
*worried*


aargghhh... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

people scared of grow old but some more they might just jealous of some others can grow old together with their loves one :)well.. like it 200% out of 100 ==

99th

last night i accidentally hurt my loves one..
i feel so sorry to u baby.. although u said I'm forgiven already but i still feel bad about it..
i miss u crazy right now but i scared u will choose to ignore me..
DAMN damn damn.. wat i do to have u near.. i wish u were here..

i really don meant it.. 10 months time wasn't short for our age.. i knew..
i can't forgive myself since last night..
like that's a swore poke inside my heart n made me can't say a single words.. =(

Damn.. i hate myself

98th

I don know why I'm so down today.. feel like can cry any time..

ya i am sensitive, i am emotional.. i can't read humans mind i can't even read mine so forgive me, forgive me being emotional because my heart just took over my mind n soul..

PMS.. watever.. usually i can take over it but this time something is try to break my cover that protects me..

but u know u can calm me easily with ur patience n hugs

for the ppl who like to do this here u r.. some how may be u don hate that person but maybe u just dislike wat they do before u make it clear n before u know the story.. rumours really kill lots of thing ok..

curious kills cat but rumours kills innocent people

97th

in love with thai song, due to doing research have to look for difference bands in asia n i get to know him! TOR SAKSIT.. this song means 'i love you' so sweet! n so nice! :D

Title: รักเธอ / Ruk Tur (I Love You)

Artist: ToR+ Saksit (โต๋)
Album: Living in C Major
Year: 2007

เคยไหมบางทีที่เธอต้องการพูดอะไรออกไป
koie mai baang tee tee ter dtong gaan poot a-rai ok bpai
Have there ever been a time that you wanted to say something?
เคยไหมบางทีคำพูดมันไม่ยอมตรงกันกับใจ
koie mai baang tee kam poot man mai yom dtrong gan gap jai
Has there ever been a time that the words refused to come out right?
ทั้งที่พยายาม และไม่ว่าจะเตรียมตัว สักขนาดไหน
tang tee pa-yaa-yaam lae mai waa ja dtriam dtua sak ka-naat nai
Even though your try, and regardless how much you practiced
เหมือนฉันเองที่กำลังเผชิญหน้าความเป็นจริง
meuan chan eng tee gam-lang pay-chern naa kwaam bpen jing
Like I’m facing reality
และถึงแม้ข้างในพยายามพูดออกไปให้หมดทุกสิ่ง
lae teung mae kaang nai pa-yaa-yaam poot ok bpai hai mot took sing
And though inside I try to say everything
อย่างที่ตั้งใจ
yaang tee dtang jai
Like I planned

* แต่มัน ก็เหมือนเคย ไม่ว่าจะเปิดเผยสักเท่าไร
dtae man gor meuan koie mai waa ja bpert poie sak tao-rai
But, as usual, regardless of how much I open up
เมื่อต้องพูดคำนั้น เสียงฉันมันก็หายไป
meua dtong poot kam nan siang chan man gor haai bpai
When I have to say those words, my voice disappears

** อ่านปากของฉันนะ ว่า (รักเธอ)
aan bpaak kong chan na waa ( rak ter )
Read it from my lips, (I love you)
อยากจะพูดอีกครั้ง ว่า (รักเธอ)
yaak ja poot eek krang waa ( rak ter )
I want to say it again (I love you)
และจะเป็นอย่างนี้ กับเธอไม่ว่านานสักเท่าไร
lae ja bpen yaang nee gap ter mai waa naan sak tao-rai
And I will be like this, with you, no matter how long
ไม่ต้องกลัวว่าฉันจะรักใคร
mai dtong glua waa chan ja rak krai
You don’t have to be afraid that I’ll love anyone else
ไม่ต้องห่วงว่าฉัน เปลี่ยนหัวใจ
mai dtong huang waa chan bplian hua jai
No need to worry that I’ll have a change of heart
ฉันจะเป็นอย่างนี้ จะ (รักเธอ) ตลอดไป
chan ja bpen yaang nee ja ( rak ter ) dta-lot bpai
I’ll be like this, I’ll (love you) forever

ฉันรู้ดีว่าบางทีมันก็ดูเหมือนน่ารำคาญ
chan roo dee waa baang tee man gor doo meuan naa ram-kaan
I know well that sometimes it seems frustrating
แต่ฉันจะพยายามที่จะพูดออกไปให้หมดทุกสิ่ง
dtae chan ja pa-yaa-yaam tee ja poot ok bpai hai mot took sing
But I’ll try to say everything
ให้หมดทั้งหัวใจ
hai mot tang hua jai
From my entire heart

(*, **)

แต่ว่ามัน ก็เหมือนเคย ไม่ว่าจะเปิดเผยสักเท่าไร
dtae waa man gor meuan koie mai waa ja bpert poie sak tao-rai
But, as usual, regardless of how much I open up
เมื่อต้องพูดคำนั้น เสียงฉันมันก็หายไป
meua dtong poot kam nan siang chan man gor haai bpai
When I have to say those words, my voice disappears

(**)

จะย้ำด้วยคำๆนี้ ว่ารักเธอ ไม่ยอมรักใคร
ja yam duay kam-kam nee waa rak ter mai yom rak krai
I’ll keep repeating these words, that I love you, and I refuse to love anyone else

96th

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!